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My life has become this amazingly unexpected journey of people, places and events.  I sit looking at it and only could feel gratitude.  Yet in the mornings I wake up to the feeling of separation that keeps growing.  I've always battled with the concept of connectedness and inter-connectedness and it just keeps growing.  Seems the more I understand what connectedness is all about, the more I realise my distinct separation to everything around me.  Perhaps this is the nature and order of things.  

Someone told me that I wouldn't understand this until I could throw myself into the depths of my loneliness and isolation.  That only there I would find the answer to this constant knowing of my separation.  The idea is probably the single most frightening one I have yet encountered.  Being alone, left behind, not part of, not included...yet it happens, irrespective of the opposite.  

But like the song Cough Syrup says "if I could find a way to see this straight I'd run away to some fortune that I should have found by now".  It feels like I should have found this fortune in knowledge by now.  
  • Listening to: Wasting my young years London Grammar
  • Watching: People in a coffee shop
  • Drinking: Cappuccino

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Pumpkin
Artist | Hobbyist | Photography
South Africa
30 Something chap living on a farm in Joburg South Africa with a cat named The Goose.
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HappyBirthday....you have disappeared.....Cake :happy birthday: 
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